Monday 31st August 2009

Fkn tired. I had nooo sleep this weekend, but it was sweet <3

Thursday was the usual day at uni, then I had work. After work I went and saw The Orphan with Will and Nutsford and stuffs. It was a pretty wicked movie, and it was funny to watch ian huddled in his chair next to me. So the movie finished, we got some alcs from countdown and got up to some shinanagins, ending up at the park at mission heights with Will, Gina and Chris.

Friday was much the same really =P had work till 9, then brooke collected me, and we headed out to meet up with one of her Southseas friends, mohit. Mohit is my new buddy, and he is very broke. I was convinced to head to town, and we rocked out Father Teds pub till 3 am. Being sober driver, I got to drive brookes sex laurel home. Win.

So Saturday night rolled around, and I hadnt exactly had the best day.. Time to call my new buddy Mohit, and being the fancy talker he is, he managed to haggle up a ride to my house and back to the party in Onehunga. We hit town sometime around midnight, right about the time I realised I left my bloody heels in this random guys car. So there I was, rolling round town in my Dunks, got away with it though. Sobered up pretty quickly and before I knew it I was on the streets of k'rd with mohid and these people I had never met =S

To top off the weekend, I had a total of 1 hour sleep, managed to down 3 coffees at work on Sunday, and score me free pizza at Hellz, shot kelvin. Also used my pro skills, threw a Hellz shirt on and worked for a few hours - FOR FREE. I know, what is the world coming to?

--x

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i feel like letting out the screams inside my head
why do you make ME so confused?
i just need to know whats in your head..
i hate this..

Tuesday 25th August 2009

Was late for the bus again.. Missed another stupid lecture.
So i woke up, did i feckload of chores around the house, vacuumed, cleaned the lounge and dining area, and my stepdad tells me that he doesnt want me to live with him anymore.
Apparently i dont do enough around the house.
Sure.
well guess i gota find ANOTHER flat, get a BIGGER loan and start AGAIN.
coz it never fits the way you want it to right??

I gotta say my headache is killing me this morning. didnt really sleep properly, i can kindof see why my head was so sore, had a giant stress release yesterday
Time to get back into my normal routine. Sortof

Finished 3 assignments and one assessment in the last week. ive had far too many late nights that i dont even have a sleeping pattern anymore. i dont.. sleep as such. but im ok!


so i guess in the last month or so ive ultimatley gotten nowhere. lovely..
its not what i wanted at all

vent later.
x

Bai.

But then again

..why would i be sorry when i was the one who got hurt?
ha.. right,
i love how you rub it back in my face and make me feel like its my fault.
grh. Your not even worth my time.. so why am i still bothering..
thats the hardest flipping bit.

Monday 24th August 2009

yet again i am up at 5am, doing an assignment that i have only half finished, only this time i cant concerntrate at all. ive hardly started doing what i need to do, and i have over 1000 words of writing i have to hand in by 12pm today. its not that im getting distracted, its that i have something in the way of my thinking

We're probrably the two most completely opposite people in the world, so i dont know what brought us together. but we were... and now look at the mess on our hands!

i cant give you what you want, and you cant give me what i want. thats why this mess is so insane. we both want two different things out of eachother, and no matter what the outcome, it was going to ruin both of us. does not change what i think
you know what i think.
this hurts so so bad, but i cant think of any other way
im really sorry.

Confusion Looms

&& Why does this always happen to me..
i manage to screw things up, when theyre right in my grasp.
Darnit.

We Are.

21st August 2009

Is what i feel right.. or not?
Why is it so hard to pick up?
At least i know whats in me. Just tell me
Tell me what i need to say to you.
Hope..hope
Hope that is right.

Thursday 20th August 2009

Herroh.
My Name is Ashleigh
And i am a Bug

Pleased to meet you.

Happy Birthday Mum. I Love you!
Wanna give you my present, but im scared you wont like it, or ill do it all wrong
>.<
Have fun in aussie, i wish i was with you

Today, i applied for Leave for New Years and Mid Semester Break.
Today was a good Day.
Today was a bad day >=|

Fuck today!
it sucked.
i guess thers tomorrow.

Wednesday 12th August 2009

Listening to: Streetlights - Kanye West




Just Help Me Please.
i dont know what i should do..

im no longer me

Im Just Lost..

Feelings? Foa Real..
..or not?

--x

Changes.

Listening To: Crazy? Yes! Dumb? No! - The Mint Chicks
One of my new Old favourite songs =P

WOAHzomg. Blogspot? i have to say i completely forgot about you for a good 7 months. ha, whoops. Much has changed..So i decided to delete all my old posts, cuz like, who read em anyway? ha. FRESH NEW START, cuz thats what lifes all about..

Ashleigh Monaghan Presently:
So yeah, my life pretty much consists of Uni, Work, and Uni. And my friends of course. ive got to say ive met Losta pretty astonishing people recently, and i havent smiled such a cherry smile in a longlong time, i feel like im free again! WEE..

I started my studies about 3 weeks ago, after spending 6 months saving money. i also moved out of home, and went flatting for a short time, before returning to flat with my stepdad. I had a friend show me how fun it really was to move house, even in a tiny granny mobile. He got great brownie points for that :]
So anyway, uni life is awesome! im loving the campus life, ive made sum sweet new friends too. My towers right opposite aotea square too. we all know what that means. QUEEN STREET. yup, shopping! and the occasional icecream at Giapo. Nom Nom. Looks ike my lecturers arent going too easy on the homework side, i got two essays to write in the next week! guhh!! oh well, good thing i love formal writing :]

Im addicted to twitter!!!! Oh Noss..and the saddest part is that i have like 30 tweets and 11 followers..HA! Loser Much? me thinks so..

Works the Same ol same ol. Connies Back! yaaay!! ive been put in fishing now, which is also a step above the sodden checkouts =D and i can now safely say ive had the dirty fishing convo on the job..:

Jake: "so uhh, ash..Ive got this HUGE rod, and im needing some accessories. what can you recommend??"
Ashleigh: "........................................................"

Shot jake. And of course the night is never complete until some fools come in, take off their shirts and make a mess of the weight lifting equpment. You know who you are.

So thats Ashleigh in her new nutshell!!
+ Alcahol abuse and smiles and whatnot
I Promise to keep this updated for the very few who look at it.
Props to those guys, make me feel famous bitches =P

--x

PS - happy birthday tom, you minx.






James is gay.
HA HAA THAT was it.