Help Me

Its like im crumbling inside.
ive turned into this crazy person. i want these stupid exams to be over, and i want to sleep soundly at night. i havent had a proper sleep in a while. my body aches from the strains i have inflicted on myself. On the outside im fine, but on the inside im falling apart.

I was on the bus today, shuffling my music on the ipod aimlessley, when the sudden flood of panic took over me. i dont even know why i was panicking, i havent done anything, forgotten anyone.. all i know is that it was miserable.
i continued to shuffle my music rapidly until the emotions left me.

Once bitten, twice shy.