Im tired =[
fully my fault though. i made the mistake of falling asleep at 3pm yesterday for 3 hours. i had a nightmare too! So after having dinner, a big shower and cleaning the bathroom i finally realised i couldnt get back to sleep. stupid nightmares.. so i went to kelvins, and his cuddles put me to sleeps straight away. thanks breh!
on a more positive note, i found out i got another A today!! YAAAY. im so happy, considering i thought id epically failed the paper, and forgotten to save it.
Currently:
Im sitting in communications classss. not much is happening anymore, im waiting for a bus buddy, so im not a loner on the bus to work. forgot a jumper.. so im going to get rained on. whooppp... there is a girl behind me who is listening to Taylor Swift WAY too loud on her ipod, and i dont know if she knows this, but shes also singing..HORRIBLY. well done love, the class is laughing at you.
Ive decided im going to have my flatwarming party Next weekend. Just realised i have 2 assignments due around that time. OHNOOOOO. Lol. oh well.
as long as i have a good time i dont care =]
flatting is cooo'
Have a good day
--x
PS - sorry for overreacting this morning. im a twat -_- and you are lovely.
PPS- my profile is pink.
24.9.09
23.9.09
WEOW
Got an A today for an assignment
REALLY needed that A
You dont know how happy i am right now
Just thought id tell you
<3
--x
REALLY needed that A
You dont know how happy i am right now
Just thought id tell you
<3
--x
22.9.09
Tuesday 22nd September 2009
Ran to catch the bus this morning. Win.
Bought a new cellphone today
Double Win.
See it Hurrrrrr
Laptop breaking. Fail
Not being active on bookface/twatter/blogpotts
Double Fail..
sorry everyone, promise ill get better
Dear Mrs,
Go on, keep pushing. Keep pushing to see the damage you are causing.before you know it, he'll be gone and you'll be all alone. Count your blessings and see how how selfish you really are..
im only doing the best i can
I really dont care what you think or say about me.
But im not going to let you hurt the person youve relyed on for so long.
Hold on Tight..
Bought a new cellphone today
Double Win.
See it Hurrrrrr
Laptop breaking. Fail
Not being active on bookface/twatter/blogpotts
Double Fail..
sorry everyone, promise ill get better
Dear Mrs,
Go on, keep pushing. Keep pushing to see the damage you are causing.before you know it, he'll be gone and you'll be all alone. Count your blessings and see how how selfish you really are..
im only doing the best i can
I really dont care what you think or say about me.
But im not going to let you hurt the person youve relyed on for so long.
Hold on Tight..
16.9.09
Flat-teh.
I moved into my new flat on tuesday, and i already LOVE it
yaay
people are so cool =]
i should really start unpacking now
...
Should i really..?
Na
ill do it tomorrow.
[:
--x
yaay
people are so cool =]
i should really start unpacking now
...
Should i really..?
Na
ill do it tomorrow.
[:
--x
"Its sitting by the overcoat
The second shelf, the note she wrote
That I cant bring myself to throw away
And also
Reach she said for no one else but you,
Cuz you wont turn away
When someone else is gone..."
The second shelf, the note she wrote
That I cant bring myself to throw away
And also
Reach she said for no one else but you,
Cuz you wont turn away
When someone else is gone..."
"...Im sorry bout the attitude
I need to give when Im with you
But no one else would take this shit from me
And Im so
Terrified of no one else but me
Im here all the time
I wont go away"
MATCHBOX TWENTY
12.9.09
11.9.09
Friday 11th September 2009
Hey, I know a joke! A squirrel walks up to a tree and says, "I forgot to store acorns for the winter and now I am dead." Ha! It is funny because the squirrel gets dead.
Go and see UP. its so heartwarming. its tear-jerking and gives one a taste of what they should really feel 24/7. its brilliant.
i need this happiness right now. i really do.
i <3 you, UP.
9.9.09
Why me Yehh??
"Im being as selfless as i can be.."
- Zed
I feel so sick today
My body is doing retarded things and fucking up on me
and it hurts.
Typings hard, i keep shaking too.
fuck.
So its mid semester break, and wow, its really boring. Tomorrow will be my biggest event so far this week - Work. LOLJOYYYY. but not really.
I love how this week, so far, ive managed to feel on top of the world as well as the bottom. Trust me, the contrast is not good at all
im contemplating buying a car. should i or shouldnt i? i like having the money in my bank to look at.. ha. im such a homo.
Overall, im really dissapointed. at myself and at you. i shouldnt have gottn into this, and i should not have believed youd take my hand in agreement. two months is too long. ill already be gone. prove to me that my troubles for you have not been a complete waste of time. You really dont know what is standing in front of you
..why did i try
just hurt me even more..
Im stronger than this.
--x
6.9.09
4.9.09
Ashleigh's song of the day..
seventeen is just a test.
yeah and i would recommend
that you live with no regrets,
and even if it seemslike the world was crushing on you
you shouldnt let it hold you down
shouldnt hold you back.
you shouldnt let it hold you down
shouldnt hold you back.
oh no.
dont worry you'll show them,
theres a fire in your eyesand i hope youll let it burn.
theres a scream in your voice
and i hope you will be heard.
theres a fire in your eyes
and i hope you'll let it burn until youre heard.
youre heard.
relax girl,
turn down the lights
no one can see you shining.
relax girlitll be alright
no one can stop you if you tried.
3.9.09
Thanks for being there for me,
through good times and bad times.
I will be on your side even if the the world ends.
When the world is going,
I will be here,
now and until the end.
Your my very best friend.
The one that I look up to.
The one that I run to, when I have a problem.
The one that I talk to.
Your the one best friend that was always there for me.
I wanna thank you for all the things you gave and showed me.
through good times and bad times.
I will be on your side even if the the world ends.
When the world is going,
I will be here,
now and until the end.
Your my very best friend.
The one that I look up to.
The one that I run to, when I have a problem.
The one that I talk to.
Your the one best friend that was always there for me.
I wanna thank you for all the things you gave and showed me.
"To a Friend"
"I draw this line and hope you'll take my side (breathe slow, breathe slow)
You shouldn't have to fight alone (you shouldn't have to fight at all)
It's nobody's battle but your own"
You shouldn't have to fight alone (you shouldn't have to fight at all)
It's nobody's battle but your own"
- Alexisonfire <3
i hope im not unknowingly fucking everything up
missing you hurts.
2.9.09
Still Ridiculed Despite How Hard I Have Tried
"so many ups and downs
my hearts a battleground
i need true emotions
i need more affection than you know
i need true emotions"
-Utada Hikaru
I hate it when the smell of heaven fades away on my wrist.
Addictions really suck. Resisting the want is one thing, but pulling myself away completley, thats a different story. Especially when i know they are dangerous. I dont exactly eat danger for breakfast, you see. Take Mac and cheese for example, I FRKN love Mac and cheese, to the point where i am SURE i have a problem. But.. i wouldnt exactly go eating Mac and Cheese for breakfast now would i? Its not a terribly healthy food..
That made no sence.
Moving right along.
I need to clean my room. My bed resembles a graveyard of used souls. Everything that covers it is either worn, tattered, broken or rubbish. It has slowly morphed into a mountain on the left side of my bed. Why should i clean up this crap if nobody's going to see it?
Uni has changed everything, and it feels like i have no time for my friends anymore
Do not think that i hate you, and am avoiding you.
That is not the case at all..
I am looking foward to this weekend. I will finally see everyone.
Ive missed you.
Something just made me smile:
(via www.tomtomsoup.tumblr.com)
“After Niel Armstrong came back to earth, no one, or nothing could ever impress him.”
“Would you like some of this finest caviar?”
“Na, fuck ya. I’ve been to the moon”
-Rhys Darby
“Would you like some of this finest caviar?”
“Na, fuck ya. I’ve been to the moon”
-Rhys Darby
1.9.09
Nikki Newport is cools :]
<3
"Being a pollyyyy
oh my golllyyy
Life. On. The street."
-Michael Nutsford
<3..Stop it.
"Being a pollyyyy
oh my golllyyy
Life. On. The street."
-Michael Nutsford
<3..Stop it.
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