Why me Yehh??

"Im being as selfless as i can be.."

- Zed

I feel so sick today
My body is doing retarded things and fucking up on me
and it hurts.
Typings hard, i keep shaking too.
fuck.


So its mid semester break, and wow, its really boring. Tomorrow will be my biggest event so far this week - Work. LOLJOYYYY. but not really.
I love how this week, so far, ive managed to feel on top of the world as well as the bottom. Trust me, the contrast is not good at all
im contemplating buying a car. should i or shouldnt i? i like having the money in my bank to look at.. ha. im such a homo.

Overall, im really dissapointed. at myself and at you. i shouldnt have gottn into this, and i should not have believed youd take my hand in agreement. two months is too long. ill already be gone. prove to me that my troubles for you have not been a complete waste of time. You really dont know what is standing in front of you
..why did i try
just hurt me even more..
Im stronger than this. 


--x