Still Ridiculed Despite How Hard I Have Tried

"so many ups and downs

my hearts a battleground

i need true emotions

i need more affection than you know

i need true emotions"

-Utada Hikaru

I hate it when the smell of heaven fades away on my wrist.

Addictions really suck. Resisting the want is one thing, but pulling myself away completley, thats a different story. Especially when i know they are dangerous.  I dont exactly eat danger for breakfast, you see. Take Mac and cheese for example, I FRKN love Mac and cheese, to the point where i am SURE i have a problem. But.. i wouldnt exactly go eating Mac and Cheese for breakfast now would i? Its not a terribly healthy food..

That made no sence.

Moving right along.

I need to clean my room. My bed resembles a graveyard of used souls. Everything that covers it is either worn, tattered, broken or rubbish. It has slowly morphed into a mountain on the left side of my bed. Why should i clean up this crap if nobody's going to see it?

Uni has changed everything, and it feels like i have no time for my friends anymore

Do not think that i hate you, and am avoiding you. 

That is not the case at all..

I am  looking foward to this weekend. I will finally see everyone. 

Ive missed you.

Something just made me smile:

(via www.tomtomsoup.tumblr.com)

“After Niel Armstrong came back to earth, no one, or nothing could ever impress him.”
“Would you like some of this finest caviar?”
“Na, fuck ya. I’ve been to the moon”

-Rhys Darby